I had a fantastic birthday this year, despite getting older. Brian really made my birthday very enjoyable. On Thursday we went to the DIA and to get Middle Eastern food in Dearborn. It was fun and scrumptious. Then he came back to my place later with a bouquet of tulips and some balloons. I felt really special. He told me that he got me purple ( Read more... )

So I texted Brian this morning after I sorted out my own feelings to tell him that as mature adults we should discuss what happened. He said he agreed and he was sorry for yelling at me and that he wasn't ready to talk yet. He texted me several hours later and we talked for a couple hours ( Read more... )

Brian and I broke up last night. It was absolutely ridiculous. I got mad once we went to the bar after because I was in the middle of a story and he turned his back on me and started talking to his friend, which I thought was rude and disrespectful. I was angry and I just needed some time and he wouldn't stop bugging me about it. I chilled out ( Read more... )

I've really started to get into the holiday spirit. What does that mean to me? I find the holidays important because it gives me time to spend with my family and friends who mean a lot to me. It's always a hectic time of year, but I love the traditions not for religious purposes, but for the memories I have associated with them ( Read more... )

So I blew up and I mean blew up at Nick last Saturday when he was at our friend's going away party with his gf that he didn't introduce to anyone. I didn't mean to blow up. I walked over with the intention of introducing myself to his gf and then my logical brain was hijacked. I'm not entirely sure why I'm so angry, but I know that I am. I was ( Read more... )

Today I am attending the first sex toy party I have ever been to. I heard it's a lot of fun and i'm looking forward to it. I can't wait to see what kind of games they make us play. I hope I don't spend too much money ( Read more... )

I invited Nick to go see ALD yesterday to which he responded (the day before) that he might be too tired to attend. I was feeling that he was blowing me off since two previous times I invited him out he used the same excuse. I became upset because I thought we were supposed to remain friends and wasn't sure if we were just saying that ( Read more... )

I'm not entirely sure why I feel the way I do right now and I guess I'm trying to sort it out ( Read more... )

So tomorrow is the big move. I've got almost everything out of my house. Nick has been taking a lot of stuff as well. Nick seems really excited about moving and hanging out with some of his friends out in the downriver area. I'm really excited to have a house that is more clutter free and just my house. It's been a long time ( Read more... )

So, we both move into our new apartments next week. I'm excited and anxious. I feel that no matter how much I pack, there is always more. I've been donating a lot to libraries, the vets, my family, etc. I just want to get the keys and get some of the crap out of here. Next Sunday is my furniture move out day. I probably won't get Blah till Monday. ( Read more... )