So I spoke to the girl from my previous update and I told her that I liked her and I thought she was pretty. She just looked at me and pointed at her hijab and asked me if I knew what it meant. Defeated I told her yes I did. And that was pretty much the end of that. There are a handful of women I am attracted to in my life right now but I cannot ( Read more... )

I am alive
I am in my third year of college en route to my dream of becoming a history teacher
I just turned 30.
I am still a sadface panda
I currently have a crush on a Muslim woman who wears a hijab, in other words a woman I can't touch.

Life is... life I guess.

i miss my old life.

also, you cant learn how to dress by checking my fresh... its pretty stale right now. im sorry. continue on with your life...

why does the situation have to seem so perfect? 1,000 miles separate me and something awesome. no fair :(

porn is starting to bore me. i never thought i would say that but here i am. the stuff i like to look at it is mundane. there is a lot of stuff out there thati havent seen and to be honest with you i would love it to remain unseen. good bye old friend you will be missed

R.I.P.
my porn obsession
1995-2009

i told her that i missed her, i dont even know why i did it. she is so much better without me in her life. i just keep feeling sad about the whole thing. 3 and a half years later and i am still no way near close to getting over her. i hope i get into school next year so at least i would be busy most of the time. until then i got nothing but time on ( Read more... )

i am going to start running tomorrow. it is my first time running since 2005. i hope i keep my running partner for a while so i can get back in shape. i feel good about this

happy birthday usmc. you still look pretty well for someone who is 234 years old.

in other news

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YES! Chicago is not going to host the Olympics!

i didnt want the 2016 games to be held here, hell i dont want any of the games to be held here.