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Change of pace now....blogging for the sake of blogging..Green Mountain Coffee and Fair Trade
Well, its time to revamp my blogging. Pimp it out and doing what I do best. Talk about shit. Lots of shit. LOL. Can I actually BE a blogger? I have no fucking clue, but Im going to try ( Read more... ) -
todays been hard...
so what does one do when they love someone so deeply that the idea of not talking to them or spending time with them makes the want to cry? i have never felt like this...even with my very first love. never have i needed to hear them or to talk to them like i do with ted. we have this connection that he claims even he and his exwife-to-be never had ( Read more... ) -
todays thing...
i went out to my ex's grandpas grave site today. i felt a calling to do that for some reason. one minute i was just talking about my car, the next i was saying that i need to go to the grave site to lay flowers down. i never knew the man. only what ted has told me of him. the last time i was out there was memorial day. i also laid flowers out on ( Read more... ) -
starting over
i have not posted here in so long. its been years i guess. getting caught up would almost be crazy as so many things have transpired in my life. so im not going to go into the mundane. so as of recently...well...im here. alive. breathing and starting over. i needed to find a space to journal. where no one really knows who i am. or cares. i guess ( Read more... ) -
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well...as updates go, this has GOT to be the shit of all shit...lol...to start it off, i got kicked out of the paranormal group i was in for over a year because of some STUPID bullshit. I dont understand how anyone can be so damn hard-headed and stubborn. usually im the one that helps and trys to get everyone to communicate, but this time i ended ( Read more... ) -
3 weeks???? omg..where have i been????
yikes...one would have thought that i had a life...lol...i really do i guess...so as im here and typing, i guess im updating too. yippy for me.
for starters, i want to say that my kids are trying to kill me...lol...if its not one thing its another with either of them. OK. so thats out of the way, heres the good stuff. i joined the Y. talk about eye- ( Read more... ) -
Realizing Relationships
Being in my late thirties now, I have begun to realize that actual REAL relationships are not about being "in love". Sure, you love the person you are with, care deeply for them, you enjoy the time you spend together, so having that friendship above all things is the most important thing. Being able to tell the other person anything, being the " ( Read more... ) -
tired...lol
my own fault really as i needed to vent and get away from tacoma. grrr....maybe i made the situation worse today by sending an email to TRY and resolve whatever issues there are (i dont think there are any really) but eh...who the fuck knows. life its to importent NOT to live a little and have fun along the way. was told that i was right and thanks ( Read more... ) -
too much to deal with
maybe it because i am who i am...and i dont find that doing for myself an extra-ordinary thing. taking care of ones self and making sure that you have a straight head is important for your OWN sanity. i know it is for me. when others make higher expectations on you then you are able to give, it makes for more stress then its really worth. even if ( Read more... )
