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[nikkiremembered]

Last night Brian came home. I missed him, especially at night. For some reason sleep is so much better when he's next to me.  I gave him a nice hug but this time it felt different. It wasn't warm or big. He hugged me like I was a "hi, bye'" kind of friend. Brian forgets the fact that I am his wife.

When Brian visits LA, he disattaches from me. Like

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[versace_vixen]

Men are horrible, dreadful pigs. Ugh, WHY doesn't Brian see that he is SO lucky? You are seriously so gorgeous and beautiful and you've ALWAYS been there for him. He must be the biggest idiot on earth. Grrrr!

[anainaz]

I'm sorry your husband is such an ass. That's all I can say.
I hate cheating & I hate lying.

HATE IT

[nikkiremembered]

I cheated on him while we were engaged. My sister had just died and I was really lonely. I admitted to it and have been nothing but honest. I have done everything to show my sorrow. 2 wrongs don't make a right, I know I don't deserve it. <3

[tinypurplepixie]

wow. thats all i can say.

what a pig.

on a side note, though, i am happy you're finally being admitted. I know you've been waiting for this.

As for your hubby? fuck him if he can't be supported. ugh.

good luck. ill be thinking of you.

[nikkiremembered]

I know, what can you really say. Thanks :)

Thanks for the luck, I'm going to need it especially for 30 days. <3

[thesillyheart]

I hope things go really well for you in treatment.

About your husband-- I'm sorry that he isn't treating you as well as he should. The fact that you can be angry with him shows great strength. And the fact that you were honest with him when you cheated. You have a lot of strength, and I know that you will be successful in all your endeavors.

Confronting him is totally up to you, but it you could always bring it to recovery if you do. Sometimes when you enter therapy it's good to have all of your stuff in together because the more issues you can address, the more successful the treatment.

Love!

[mldrfan]

holy shit!!
i can't believe that!!!
i'm sorry but i'm major pissed cause you are AWESOME and that is terrible that he is not treating you with the respect you deserve!!
it doesn't matter if you cheated on him [you're right - 2 wrongs don't make a right].

i would personally confront him about this right away. but that's just what i'd do if i was faced w/ this situation.

good luck!! *big hugs*

[nikkiremembered]

I'm utterly shocked, because when I first met him 4 years ago, he was so head over heels. Even the proposal swept me off my feet. I had to confront him, it just was eating away at me.

*hugs*

[mldrfan]

i'm glad you did!! *hugs*