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Jan 16, 2005 21:33

I've been hospitalized for 11 days now. I don't really have the urge to purge, just the urge to binge. I'm tired, constipated, hurt, blah ( Read more... )

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versace_vixen January 16 2005, 23:31:02 UTC

Yeah ... Tony (my ex-boyfriend/possible future boyfriend) is a bastard just like Brian seems to be, but I keep going back. So I'm not going to tell you to get ahold of yourself and leave him because I'm so tired of hearing that from everyone else. You do what you have to do. I'll support you no matter what.

sunnybeaches85 January 17 2005, 09:16:52 UTC

i plan to live alone for the rest of my life. ill probably get a cat though. so yeah...

*hugs* and im sorry about everything. i <3 you and i want you to be happy:)

nikkiremembered January 26 2005, 21:26:57 UTC

Don't isolate yourself, I swear don't. Cats are great. I have 3 and they are wonderful!! I love you, take care please.

myfailingplans January 17 2005, 10:31:30 UTC

when shit gets rough, the shits get going.

at least that's what i've found. but he could be worth salvaging, it might just be hard for him to watch you putting yourself back together again. sometimes it's like that.

good luck on continuing recovery!

xo.

nikkiremembered January 19 2005, 20:31:15 UTC

"it might just be hard for him to watch you putting yourself back together again. sometimes it's like that."

Someone told me this during my stay here at UCLA. I thank you for saying it, because I beleive that it's true. xo

my love... pixiehopper8 January 17 2005, 12:06:36 UTC

I think that not being with him is the best thing you can do. He is doing nothing good for you. You need to get better and he is not helping that! I don't know where you can go, but you need to get your own place! Call me when you get out! I love you and keep working to get better!! Like I said...I KNOW YOU CAN DO IT AND I KNOW THAT DEEP DOWN YOU WANT TO BE BETTER!! Love you!!
love,
jen

Re: my love... nikkiremembered January 19 2005, 20:29:50 UTC

Deep down, Jen, I do want to get better, with everything. And I will, I can do it. I miss you.

Love rachel

P.S. The best thing in the world is staying here and not signing myself out. I have the chance for once to focus on me.

Re: my love... pixiehopper8 January 19 2005, 21:25:27 UTC

DO NOT SIGN YOURSELF OUT!!! If you give up you will always regret it!! I love you! You can do it!

Re: my love... nikkiremembered January 26 2005, 21:19:01 UTC

I'm so Happy Jennifer!!! I want to call you ASAP!

I can't type it all out right now. you know, it's way too much to just type.

God bless your little baby!!!

mldrfan January 17 2005, 13:14:00 UTC

how much longer do you have of school? cause DAMN you deserve so much more and better than this guy [well...from what i've read about his lies and such]. i feel bad talking badly about someone i don't even know, but he just doesn't sound right for someone as caring as you and someone who NEEDS someone to be there at times like these.
did that make sense?
arg. made sense in my head :P

*hugs*

nikkiremembered January 19 2005, 20:28:00 UTC

It made sense, perfect sense. I have 50 more credits left of my HS diploma. I dropped out after my sister died, so I'm a little behind. But then I have college to go to, so I just really need to keep my mind focused and have a plan.

*hugs*