ok so i went shopping yesterday...ok well not really shopping...but i was out there u know? i wasn't planning on spending any money...but of course i did. i mean i had to buy boxers for school...so i went to target and well i wasn't interested in anything they had...so i headed over to wal*mart with kathleen walsh...so we were looking at all the ( Read more... )

i feel like i am doing something wrong...like a part of me is worried, scared. how can i feel regret yet happiness at the same time over the same thing? it's like it all seems so easy right now...almost like i don't even need to try...and i know what the right thing is to do...i know what i should be doing...yet i do the opposite...why? is there ( Read more... )

ur never there like i am for you!
i drop everything to help you!
i'd draw blood to make you smile!
u don't fuckin even give a damn if something is wrong with me!
i'll never be your first priority in any situation unless there is no one else around!
you know....it hurts me...

i feel so lonely...almost as if pushed aside...i don't understand...i used to think everything was wrong with me, like i wasn't good enough...and it took me a long time to get over that...and i did...i finally had love for myself...now i am beginning to think maybe i really am not good enough...i hear it all the time...how great of a person i am... ( Read more... )

There was a time, things were blown all around ( Read more... )

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first off, i got my first ticket...nope it wasn't for speeding, which everyone think i have this lead foot, it was for my tinted windows...i was pretty mad...plus the cop was mean ( Read more... )

"I don't know how someone can be so smart, yet so dumb at the same time..."

it's like you sit there and tell people their mistakes...but when you are the one making the same mistake, you don't realize it...it's unreal to me...

I have decided...if you're upset/depressed/angry/or just not in a good mood...do not talk to me. I don't need that shit. I am happy usually always...I try to be. But when someone is depressed and bitchy and then they are bitchy to me for no fucking reason, that pisses me off...no more. I spent have my vacation trying to make someone else happy ( Read more... )

The weekend I couldn't wait to happen, has come and has gone...It came quick, but it feels like it went by quicker ( Read more... )