I am so sick and tired of taking care of people who are madly in love with someone who doesn't love them and is only with them to make themselves feel good. I hate that they can get whoever the hell they want and treat them like shit! I hate it pisses me off cause I have to take care of the whole fucking mess!! I am so sick of this shit!!

Okay so Harry Leaves tomorrow. I am not going to school because I am going to see him off. I am a total mess too. I got here and went up to his room to put his stuff and started crying. I mean this is going to be a huge change for me and it's going to be really hard. School is going pretty good. I have some amazing friends. I think I am even ( Read more... )

Well....school is going great. Everything is going okay. I am really tired though.I am getting ready to get another job i think though. I haven't talked to my dad in 2 months. He doesn't call or anything. Mom and Eric aren't doing so well. Life is crazy adn hectic. I need a vacation. I am happy to be at school though. Well I got a ton of stuff to ( Read more... )

Well life is super busy. I had like 2 hours worth of homework today. Crazy! I am having a great time at school though. I love life aquatics class. I like all my classes though. I think I walk with someone to every class but Spanish. That class is definetly fun though. I am extremely tired though. I have gym and life aquatics then i go babysit. That ( Read more... )

Well Sorry I haven't updated for awhile. I have been busy with school and work. I love school. It's been crazy trying to balance both but I have managed to do both well. I have made a few new friends. Not many yet ( Read more... )

I just got done watching a great episode of Grey's Anatomy. It made me realize alot of things. First off there's always that line in every situation that crossing it is dangerous but when you finally cross back from that line you realize it was worth every risk you took. Sometimes crossing it is one of the hardest things to do, but usually it's one ( Read more... )

Well things are hectic as ever. Mom is trying to get things ready for our school year. I am working at the house then babysitting. I work here and then work there. It's exhausting. I have the rest of the week off from babysitting starting tomorrow. woohoo. I am so sick of the drama over there. I hate having to listen to both sides and then if i put ( Read more... )

Well babysitting isn't going to bad. I have fun. It gets me out of the house. I am totally wore out though. I mean I get up clean go babysit come home clean a little more then go for a run. It's exhausting but hey I gotta keep it up. I heard from Amanda today. Which is nice. I have been a little worried about her. I have tomorrow off. YAY!! I am ( Read more... )

Well I apologize for not updating for awhile. I have just been really busy with babysitting and helping friends out at the 4-H fair. I have been so tired lately from babysitting. He wears me out. I still have yet to hear from my father. I got to go to Indiana Beach yesterday. It was so much fun. I got to hang with Cale and his big brother Zach. We ( Read more... )

Talked to him on the phone not even 5 minutes and he had me mad. I got off the phone with him and started shaking. That just goes to show how much of a relationship me and my father have. I was so mad. I was ready to punch a wall. He is supposed to call again the middle of the week so we can talk. I'm guessing he is calling to yell and lecture me ( Read more... )