So i got this job offer. But the person who offered it to me can't always be reliable on me getting paid. When I tried it before. They really need someone. I just don't know whether I should do that or not. I mean I know that they really need me. The thing is if I am getting a job I want to get actual money from them. When I worked before I was ( Read more... )

Well I am home from vacation. Let's just say I couldn't of asked for something better. I knew I needed one but I didn't realize I needed it that bad. I had the best time. I am more me again. I can think better. I'm not super stressed either. It's just what this chick needed. I got to think about things. I got to relax. I got some serious Taylor ( Read more... )

Well all that's left is to pack my clothes! We are probably leaving Friday. I am not totally sure though. I can not wait for this vacation. I need it so bad. I am not going to talk to anyone but maybe a few people while I am gone. I don't want any drama and really don't wanna hear about any of it till I get home. That's why I am only calling two ( Read more... )

Well today was fun. Except for the being extremely tired. I got to help out with chelsea for awhile. Then I went and hung out with Jake. He, Chris and I went to the gas station to get drinks. Jake paid for mine. Then we all went walking. It was alot of fun. Then they walked me to chelsea's mom so Eric could pick me up. Jake lent me a hoodie to wear ( Read more... )

Ever feel like you're never good enough for anyone. Yeah that's how i feel. It all hit me really hard last night. I ended up calling Nick Miller and balling on the phone to him. I can't wait till vacation. I need it so freaking bad. I need to get away from this freaking town! I just feel like I am not good enough for anyone and never will be. I don ( Read more... )

Well things here are about the same. Bonny is having her baby today. I have no idea what she is having or if she's even had it yet. I got my bottom retainer yesterday and my hair cut. It's really cute. A couple inches shorter with more layers. I still can't talk about aunt lisa and unlce bret cause I will start balling. Mom got mad at me yesterday ( Read more... )

Yesterday was going great! I hung with Chelsea, Donnie, and Tim. We babysat then went to shoot some hoops. Donnie and Tim walked me to the flower shop. Everything was great. Mom, Levi, and I lock up. Then mom and I go to the auction. Aunt Lisa and Uncle Bret were there. I was like sweet! Well before they left my world came to a sudden halt. They ( Read more... )

Sorry for not updating lately I have been busy. I get my braces off tomorrow!! Woohoo!! The strawberry festival was a blast. I got to hang out with landon on friday. Then saturday I got to hang with Donnie. Chelsea and I hung out of course! I got to see Kyler, then later on I saw Brad and Cole. I love those guys. I got nine goldfish for free. I ( Read more... )

Well I got back today from a two day camping trip. It was a blast. I couldn't of asked for a better group to go cooking with. Even though the food looked awful. Jessika and I ate nothing but mixed nuts. We went on the longest hike ever. It was so much fun though. They put up a rope swing. Omg it was scary but at the time so much fun. I am terrified ( Read more... )

After spending the evening and day with the boys. I am feeling much better. We are having so much fun. We all went running together. Well Harry and I ran, Andrew rode a bike. Aunt lisa, Jessika, Harry, Andrew and I all went to the gun and knife show. It was so much fun. I got a pocket knife and an air soft gun. So I can shoot them back now. We kind ( Read more... )