i hate filling out job applications. especially ones that ask questions like "why should we hire you?" how's this: because i really fucking need a job, dick! i hate coming up with the cheesiest things to say- especially having reviewed applications before and knowing exactly what they want to hear. this is just obnoxious. why even bother asking if ( Read more... )

nobody is allowed to get sick anymore, okay? ever. thank you. because i need everyone i like to be around because there aren't many of you.

and also, i have decided to make a change.

everyone make sure you talk to jimmy today because after today he is going to glue his mouth shut. because he keeps giving me reasons to make fun of him. just so you are all up to date, now the word party ends in a really loud beer gurgling burp. so get on that ( Read more... )

i fucking love my family. my grandmother is in the hospital and nobody even bothers to tell me- though i've talked to my mom twice since then! fucking hot.

at least recording was good last night- even though i was so tired by the time we left the studio. can't wait for more.

i have a headache.

lately i've been thinking a lot about how different everything has gotten to be. i know i only write here to bitch lately- but in all honesty i have a lot more reason to be happy every day now than i have reason to be miserable. and while some parts of my life are not perfect, there are a million good things to outweigh that when i look at the ( Read more... )

sometimes only one thing can make me feel better.

i know i need things to be different than they are. i know i need to find something to give me a reason to get out of bed in the morning. i am just so fucking unmotivated it's unbelievable. yesterday i put up the tree and it snowed a lot and mostly all that made me want to cry. i hate winter and i hate christmas and i just want it to be spring ( Read more... )

panic.

hi ( Read more... )

so yesterday didn't kill me. erin's mom's was super fun- simpson's hit and run after national lampoon's christmas vacation = so funny. i didn't learn how to yell though. glad to have a pseudo-family to spend stupid holidays with. but i have a feeling i am still going to hate christmas ( Read more... )