i hate that it is so so cold out. but i will not go on and on about it because it seems to be all anyone talks about now. lightning and snow is weird though ( Read more... )

to my house tomorrow night for a party...

253 lexington
show up anytime after 10

ooooooooooo you all better be there!

he called today and i said what i had to say. i can't help the fact that i did not like the reply. i am so so tired and could've done without explaining everything to you just to have you spout off forty-five minutes worth of lecturing that either doesn't quite apply or is something i already know ( Read more... )

every morning starts with an overly deep breath like i was just underwater for almost too long. i do not know what is going on. can't stay down for more than a few hours at a time... so so fucking frustrating ( Read more... )

this morning i served a breakfast of pancakes, coffee, water and advil to boys with hangovers who slept on my couches last night. i think they played video games until 5 in the am but i went to bed "early". three hours of sleep. but i got a lot of reading done at least. sometimes it's really exciting when everyone finally wakes up and i've been up ( Read more... )

note to self: don't dye your hair when you have only ice cold water because ten minutes of rinsing will give you the most raging headache ever ( Read more... )

awake so early. not really that hungover. tired though. and cold. totally confused. counting hours til having something to do. show last night. dagger was drunk. fun. aaron was creepy. makes me giggle. almost out of money. mid- nervous breakdown. party next saturday. sorry the sleepover wasn't any fun. video games last night. good to see you. drink ( Read more... )

what the fuck do i want? what the fuck do i want? what the fuck do i want? what the fuck do i want? what the fuck do i want? what the fuck do i want? what the fuck do i want? what the fuck do i want? what the fuck do i want? what the fuck do i want? what the fuck do i want? what the fuck do i want? what the fuck do i want ( Read more... )

i.need.more.coffee.and.a.job.

i keep falling asleep for like ten minutes at a time, the kind of sleep where you wake up and don't think you were actually asleep until you look at the clock ( Read more... )