the natural progression of the world is that everything falls apart.

i should not feel so bad. it's been so different for a while now. but she definitely tried to bring him here today.

and you still haven't called.

more coffee and mood swings. someday this is all gonna stop. i wish you would call me and just say that you're okay because i just realized how careless i've been. and i couldn't stand it if you aren't okay. i think you're the only one who could affect me quite so much. i'm scared because if anything happened to you i would know i had no hope ( Read more... )

the night fell hard into a haze of streetlights and stars ( Read more... )

sometimes there is always so much drama and i am torn. i need for this to stop. i am not sixteen anymore ( Read more... )

way to be a jerk. you know, i really needed you to make it obvious that you think what i feel is stupid. and i really needed you to act like it was nothing- that if anything i asked for it. obviously the reason i have good friends like you is to make me feel like complete shit. thanks- and fuck you ( Read more... )

My LiveJournal Trick-or-Treat Haulninjasaresweet goes trick-or-treating, dressed up as a blue whale.adrefever tricks you! You get a stick.doyourworst tricks you! You get a dead frog.foundxnewxglory gives you 2 orange banana-flavoured gummy bears.hislipsmyhips gives you 13 light green pineapple-flavoured gummy fruits.llcutename gives you 13 white ( Read more... )

there are boys signing up for class already. haha. i just want an overhead projector, really. and guest speakers. hahaha. and i decided there will be a mandatory remedial section for certain boys who just need so much more work than the rest. those are the ones who will get picked up by the short bus ( Read more... )

i don't even know where to start to get a job right now. i am that sucked into not doing anything all the time ( Read more... )

life makes me want to slit my wrists.

i'm going to lay in my bed for as long as i can stand.

wow. i like video games at kahunaville with big machine guns. if you could've seen the look on my face the whole time i was shooting stuff up! i need one of those for me house sooooo bad ( Read more... )