wow whend you become such and angry person. i fully agree with you, that was harsh. your friends arent pissed that your dont hang out with them as much they are just concerned. its hard weening of something that you were so close to. trust me. shannon said that it was you and tony that were holding our group together? when it seems that you two are the ones that are the farthest from our group. as of late weve been trying to do something to get our friends BACK TOGETHER, and your attitude of hey its just not going to happen doesnt help. we care that we are freinds. its not a stupif teenage thing. its a matter of freind ship. one of the most dear things we have, and right now it seems that you are willing to just give that up or something. it seems that you dont care that your friends have a heart and dont like what they are seeing. what happend courtney. howd everyone change SO much in like 4 months. and why cant we do anything to fix it?
dude, people change. it's just the way things happen. I'm not trying to be harsh and negative about it, but you KNOW that I don't sugar coat things. this is the way I fully see what is going on. And it's not like I said I'm NOT going to try and help work this out, because I am. And I want to. But you have to remember that I'm not the only one out that who has been getting side-tracked with not worrying about friends first. Everyone has their own deals right now, so why the hell is everyone targeting me and Tony? If people want to hang out with me so bad why don't they try getting a hold of me. It's not like if someone asks me to do something I'm going to be like NO! And I do give up time to do stuff with my friends when I could be hanging out with Tony. I just did it last Friday when we all went to GB to hang out with you and Jason. I don't know how this turned into such a big deal but it did somehow and it's being blown WAYY out of proportion, I think.
no subjectgotta_be_77November 2 2004, 21:15:41 UTC
hmmmmm......i think you and tony spending time together rules cause it makes you both happy! anyway come to gb this friday me tony jason and brent are gona party like its 1977 and you should come too oh yea ummmmm......... heres something from my heart hahahahahaha ....change is good if everything stayed the same life would be dull. and thats the way the cookie crumbles goodnight.
BECAUSE THATS LIFE. CHANGE IS INEVITABLE. DO YOU THINK I LIKED MY CHANGE IN MY WEENLATIONSHIP? NO. SO I SAY I GAVE MY LITTLE IMPUT TO COURTNEY ABOUT HOW I FELT ABOUT THIS SITUATION. AND LET HER DECIDE WHAT SHE WANTS TO DO WITH HER RELATIONSHIP WHILE SHE STILL HAS ONE TO ENJOY. IF SHE WANTS TO HANG OUT WITH HER BF THATS HER PLEASURE.
it's not like their getting married. i think we should just let her enjoy her teen years, and if that means it's with her BF then that is how it goes. I wont lie i did the same thing when i had the BF. and that was my pleasure. but things change, now i dont have that pleasure anymore.
you know what? i guess i'm not the best either at writing my feelings or expressing them, and that's why i haven't been able to talk to you. i feel like i am the only one in our [mine and yours] friendship who actually tries anymore. i do realize too that people change, friends change, and lives change... oh god, do i know it. but i also believe there is truth in the fact that "there are friends and there are boyfriends". who was there when i broke up with EJ after dedicating life on my computer to him? my friends. who was there after a year when kate broke up with jason and doesn't talk to him like she used to anymore? her friends. a true friend will be there through anything, when times get rough, not just give in or give up. my whole life, my whole existance, is based around being friends with you and this is the hardest change i've ever had to deal with. the absolute hardest. i never thought we'd grow apart or have to think about why we even like each other. i haven't completely given up because i don't know what to do and where
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But you have to remember that I'm not the only one out that who has been getting side-tracked with not worrying about friends first. Everyone has their own deals right now, so why the hell is everyone targeting me and Tony?
If people want to hang out with me so bad why don't they try getting a hold of me. It's not like if someone asks me to do something I'm going to be like NO! And I do give up time to do stuff with my friends when I could be hanging out with Tony. I just did it last Friday when we all went to GB to hang out with you and Jason.
I don't know how this turned into such a big deal but it did somehow and it's being blown WAYY out of proportion, I think.
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oh yea ummmmm......... heres something from my heart hahahahahaha ....change is good if everything stayed the same life would be dull. and thats the way the cookie crumbles goodnight.
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it's not like their getting married. i think we should just let her enjoy her teen years, and if that means it's with her BF then that is how it goes. I wont lie i did the same thing when i had the BF. and that was my pleasure. but things change, now i dont have that pleasure anymore.
BYE
-Kate
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