Sittin at allens, crazy shit as always. Droppin cash non-stop on my car. Losing my license again next week... Fuck! Gonna drive anyway, but just to and from work. Its unfortunate. Been doing well not doing drugs though. Been off that shit. Still drinking, but not too often. Only once or twice a week now. Works been alright, but some bitch tried to ( Read more... )

I almost got arrested again, I got a drinking ticket instead though. I was at my friend larrys apt and lynz started freaking out and the neighbors called the cops and she went to the e.r. And I got a fine. It sucks, but it could be worse I suppose. My dumbass decision, can't blame anyone, but myself. Anyway, my sister started smoking weed again and ( Read more... )

I'm the luckiest person in the world! I love today instead of hating it! :D

So, I ended up drinking last night. Then, I went over to sonyas house and we hung out for a bit. Dwight came back and they argued and shit. Then, I ended up getting offered sum meth. Which I did it, even though I kind of thought this is a bad idea. But, I was trashed so I did it anyway. It was the best meth I've ever had. Now I just want more. If ( Read more... )

So, I've had anxiety out the ass the last couple days. I swear my lung has been pulsating or my stomach is and making it feel like my lung. I went and talked to my priest yesterday, bc I forgot he was on my facebook and he saw sum things that I guess were disturbing. So, I think I got myself stuck going back to church. But, it just might be what I ( Read more... )

So, jessica sent me into a crazy fit... I got all crazy, I have to wake up for work in an hour and I'm fuckin trashed. I almost slept with sonya, we made out n shit and lynz had sex with nikki right next to us and they got video. I'm fuckin wasted and I had a fun time. But, I hate it... I honestly hate this, I hate my life like this. I hate it and ( Read more... )

So, I went to work today... I didn't get fired from my job. That would fuck them over more than me any way. Although, there were things said behind my back, but I don't really give a shit about that ( Read more... )

So, I may be getting fired from my job, bc I'm about to be a smartass to my bitch manager tommorow. I've worked there for two years, I go in and work my ass of 6 days a week, every single week. I don't call in, I never complain, I stay after almost everyday. I don't deserve to be treated like shit by someone, just bc their a manager and have gotten ( Read more... )

Ugh! I'm at the most pivotal point in my life right now and I'm gonna make the wrong decision. I know moving in with a bunch of drug addicts will eventually send me right down the path I was going even faster. I got a second job recently, bc I can't afford anything except for my monthly bills. I was planning on moving out on my own. But, I can't ( Read more... )

I'm sick of all the shit... Ugh, I just don't want it anymore. I don't wanna party all the time, I don't want to get fucked up, I don't want to lose everything I've worked to get. I just wanna live my life, I just want some peace for once. I'm really tired of it all.... At this point in my life