I've been listening to a cd that's inside the player in my room for that past week. I have no idea who the artist/band is and I keep reminding myself to check. But it's always at the most inconvenient moments like when I'm lying on my stomach typing on my laptop or when I'm already in a very comfortably draining position that will surly lead to ( Read more... )

I find that when I get nervous or distressed, I stare into the space in front of me and mechanically chew my Extra Watermelon gum, then put the piece in a tissue, unwrap another strip, chew, and so on. I could go through a whole pack. It's all according to how long it takes my mind to finally settle back down. It's bothersome because I hate wasting ( Read more... )

Sometimes when I put my life on hold I find that it will take far more effort starting it up again. I'll consider that next time I decide to lose out on friendships, boyfriends and parties.

Praise be to summer.

There were two large, brown cows in my neighbor's front yard. Just grazing too close to the road. I drove passed them and stared. It's funny how when something is completely out of place that I have to take a few seconds to try and rationalize its presence or remember if it was always there to begin with. When I shook myself of this mental vertigo ( Read more... )

Today was mediocre. I ignored some pretty important and serious issues that tend to regularly ruin my waking hours. I did things like think about a possible new job and watch bratty girls say "daddy I want [insert pricey item]" overandover again on My Sweet 16. I do adore how MTV creatively makes those girls look like complete idiots. Or maybe they ( Read more... )

I have dunkin donuts coupons and one was for a FREE iced latte light. I love sugar-free syrup, so I asked my sister to ride with me and to go pick up a small (16oz. woo-boy). Since it's practically center-city Vineland, the place is owned by foreigners that barely speak English. I don't ever mind it UNLESS they don't even know what options they ( Read more... )

Yesterday at work I was told by my boss that my sister and I are NOT re-hired for the grammar school's summer program. She said that her co-boss, Tony, is a big bitch and just wants to have complete control over everything. Tony (who is a female, btw) told my boss that Paula and I are too timid and are not qualified enough to handle small children ( Read more... )

When walking around the supermarket today, I felt this urge to get something small and enjoyable for someone I care about. That is one thing I miss about dating or having a boyfriend. Just picking up something that would make them smile, even if it's a "thinking of you" card, which I did from time to time ( Read more... )

I had my dad stand on the back deck with the setting sun and call "switch" every thirty seconds. He was in dress pants and shoes, shirt and tie. He waited until I stretched my legs before saying "go!" And I started jogging ( Read more... )

I need to start saving myself, rather than waiting for someone to come along (male or female) to suddenly change my life for the better ( Read more... )