Yes, I know it's been a long time since I've been happy. I've still got lots of stuff to worry about but I'm happier than I've been in a long time. We spent most of the weekend at home, with a few quick errands here and there, but for the most part we've been homebodies. The house is clean, for the most part, and I actually enjoy spending time here ( Read more... )

His heart was beating as he slowly approached the location in which so many harsh memories began. The familiar building was no longer looming on the landscape. A smirk grew across his face. It was momentary and quickly disappeared as he thought about why he was here. "Go deal with your past," his shrink had said. "You will not be able to face ( Read more... )

Well, golden child is back in town. She's super mental. She's been withdrawing more and more and now walks around with a scowl on her face. She only has 60 days of medical treatment. She's already been home for two weeks, and she hasn't seen anyone since she's been here. She has a totally pissy day because she goes to use the computer and sees her ( Read more... )

Well, I'm in a better mood than in my last post. The car still isn't fixed, but I'm taking it in tomorrow. Bryan says we should go ahead and get the kitten. He's on a 2nd allergy medicine, which he now takes in the morning in addition to the one he takes at night. Adelaide's been less cross and that's made it a lot easier on all of us. Plus, ( Read more... )

UGH! I got the car back again. It was just a loose vacuum hose. Didn't cost me a penny. Well, wouldn't you know it but the battery decides to die last night. I got it fixed this morning. It only cost me $21 because the battery was under warranty and prorated. Things were good. I drove all over this side of town and the light stayed off. ( Read more... )

Our check engine light has been on since December. We finally got around to being able to afford to take it to the mechanic. Well, so I waited around the house all day for the mechanic to call. My family has been using him for over 10 years and he is just great. Adelaide and I just chilled and played and enjoyed each other's company. It was a ( Read more... )

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So, it's 8:11 am on Monday morning and I'm already hating this week. The weekend was okay. Had a HUGE fight with dh, but it's okay. Sometimes you need the huge "I hate you" fights to really get to the bottom of what's going wrong. I spent most of the rest of the time sleeping. Damn, why can I not get enough sleep?!?!? And why is it after a ( Read more... )

...and you immediately believe it was a blood relative that took it? Hmm...this blood relative is a known drug addict who dabbles in sales, too. Money disappears from my wallet and for those that know me, I'm not in very many places where my wallet is left unattended. It was a big bill, too, so I know I didn't "accidentally spend it."

So I figured I'd better update this before I get called a slacker. Geez...why is it so hard to document a life that seems to never stop or slow down? I always feel like I've got a zillion things to do, but when I get on here I just go blank. Maybe I'm worrying too much about what other people think. I've gotta just quit thinking as such and be ( Read more... )