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well. its been...over a year...theres been a lot. i have returned to livejournal because its where i always used to come to get it out & have a few friendly ears on the other end...mostly nicky. which is terribly funny because the thing thats pressing on my mind at the moment makes me think of you ( Read more... ) -
im tired of this feeling.
i feel like my best friend doesnt really care to be my best friend anymore ( Read more... ) -
i hate myself for these feelings
im not lying when i say i love him, but its a different kind of love, i feel like part of my heart has decided that its yours and its not giving me any choice in the matter...i hate part of myself almost all day almost everyday....
I'm strong
But I break
I'm stubborn
And I make plenty of mistakes
Yeah I'm hard
And life with me is never easy
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another one? maybe i should get rid of some of these...
i think im jumping the lj ship and heading for tumblr...i mean....im not 100% i need to explore the timblr site tonight when i get home, but it looks more easier and funner...we shall see...
more laters! i haz wurk! -
five fun things nicky thinks of when she thinks of me!
Comment to this post and I will give you 5 subjects/things I associate you with. Then post this in your LJ and elaborate on the subjects given.
from miss quackenbush i got:
blaise: i could probably go on for days...and i have gone on at great length in previous posts...so i will say that i have fallen for a guy who makes me feel like no one ever has ( Read more... ) -
so...um...i just realized
i'm a big stupidhead and while rereading my entries i realized that i never updated when blaise told me he wasn't moving to texas ( Read more... ) -
i have like 5 seconds to update again
he's outside playing with hercules right now...monster dog likes most people but he seems to really like blaise ( Read more... ) -
its skirt weather out there!
today is truly a nice day out...mini-skirt and no leggings weather.
i got dressed in jeans this morning, went and ran a few errands and then went home and changed...win!
okay! so! im 25! yay?
i had a great birthday weekend.
no pants dance party friday night, and while things werent perfect for other people i had a good time.
i danced.
i had no pants.
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i miss her mostly when i laugh
i havent cried over something that was real and not all about me in a really long time...i think the last time was watching britneys heart breaking and i just cried with and for her, and that was last summer...
13 days ago, my aunt linda died.
she was my dads sister and had been really really sick for a really long time, so it was a relief for her. ( Read more... ) -
its been a while
and i dont even really know where to start or what to say.
there is one thing i want to write about but i dont want to cry right now, so i will do that later.
theres brian to talk about...but i dont really know what to say about him...hes amazing. and so nice. and good to me. and all these things, but i just cant. not even a little.
im not ready. ( Read more... )