There’s no chill and yet I shiver
There’s no flame and yet I burn
I’m not sure what I’m afraid of
And yet I’m trembling
There's no storm yet I hear thunder.
And I'm breathless, why I wonder?
Weak one moment,
Then the next I'm fine.
I feel as if 1'm falling every time
I close my eyes
And flowing through my body
Is a river of surprise.
Feelings are awakening
I ( Read more... )

we all question what life is all about and what our future is ( Read more... )

Elphie
now that were friends 
ive decided to make you my new project!

"you really dont have to do that"

i know thats what makes me SOOOOOO nice  :)

its not about aptitude its the way your veiwed, so its very shrewed to be very very popular like me

HA HA

Keane: Bad dream

Why do I have to fly
over every town up and down the line?
I'll die in the clouds above
and you that I defend, I do not love.

I wake up, it's a bad dream,
No one on my side,
I was fighting
But I just feel too tired
to be fighting,
guess I'm not the fighting kind.

Where will I meet my fate?
Baby I'm a man, I was born to hate.
And when will I ( Read more... )

well im off to london soon for my drama school audition on friday
its at 1:30 at guildhall! 
fingerscrossed init!
hopefully oliver will be with me!
i can do this!
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx 

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New Year,

For the first time in my whole entire life i am going to spending the rest of my life without my brother. 
Dont really know how i feel about it to be honest?
i miss him alot.
the good thing about it is that he is in no pain anymore and he is at peace, but then again i will never be able to argue with him or squeeze his hand when he was upset ( Read more... )

I know that on here some people may not know who need to know this.....

on  the 27th of December 12:50 Ollie passed away at kingsmill hospital.
He had been in a coma for the past 4 days. he was with the angels even before he went up to heaven. 
This day will be named Ollie day its is a celebration of his life.
Before ollie went the sun came out for ( Read more... )

I bet your wondering how i have had time to write on this!
well sometimes i need time to reflect and get out of hospital air.
 just had abit of a cry for the first time this is because i will wake up with my mum go downstairs and no presents under the tree no little brother running dpwn the stairs to anoy me, no dad taking fotos of me in the pjamas ( Read more... )

Its the christmas show tonight and i have to sing to songs
your daddys son
and 
silent night

theres just one thing!
I FEEL LIKE SHIT!
ACTUAL SHIT!
i think im getting the flu i dont wanna lose my voice
im going to lapland tomorow and i feel poorly :(