WooHoo I get my first paycheck today it feels good.im working at sony wow i never want to even see the spiderman anything again.i hope i can stick with it.my feet hurt soooooo bad.but im satisfied.i get out of the house on a regular basis and i get to make money.i miss being at home tho all i do is work and sleep anymore its depressing ( Read more... )

So this morning in the wee hours someone crawls into my bed.....and i was surrounded by warmth c behind me and R in front no matter which way i turned there was someone there and it was......nice.I woke up in a wonderful mood more rested and feeling safe than in a very long while.R wasn't mad at me or C and everything was peachy keen.*SIGH* can i ( Read more... )

Children In Bloom ( Read more... )

Daylight Fading ( Read more... )

i feel like shit today........ 'nough said.

I'm not sure if its a side effect of my healing ritual or what but things in my head are wonky.i feel like im not me at all.but i must be me because i have my memories and i know my name but i dont feel like serena i feel like a new thing confused and alone in my skin but not alone.im having a very manic as hell day i feel like shit and im happy,no ( Read more... )

why am i like this? what is wrong with me?

ok so like i never do this but i love counting crows they're my favorite band so im just gonna do lyrics cause im on my . and i can its my lj so there
A Murder Of One ( Read more... )

The interweb is back yea i guess.I feel so guilty and shit but I guess this is how it goes.I never broke up with any one before so this is gonna be hard.*sigh*.shit.Ok then guess i'll have to figure it out.

What the Fuck....over......like you all know me am i not a affectionate touchyfeely type of person?I mean seriously I am a physically affecionate person we all kno that so why does ronald get so angry why cant he accept the fact that im going to be affecionate to my friends ( Read more... )