I've not written in or checked my site in forever.

Such a slacker.

I got a job, though!

I'm such an idiot.

I let my emotions take over sometimes.
Too many times.

I slept with a girl I didn't even know. I disappeared in the morning before she awoke without even leaving a note.

I didn't even like her. I was just lonely. Very, very lonely.

Now I feel cheap, dirty, and...well, all that kind of stuff...

*sigh*

This is probably going to be a long one.

Right now...I'm listening as sirens approach my apartment complex. I was just walking back from the mailbox and saw a woman sitting outside with a screaming child on her lap...he couldn't have been more than 2 years old or so. The mother was on the phone with 911 calling for help, saying he just fell out a ( Read more... )

E-mail to my therapist tonight:

,

I did not receive your phone message until after 6:30, so I was unable to call you back.

Actually, I would not like to meet this week. I became angry at the end of last week's meeting due to the final comment you made. When I thought before the meeting about things I could actually talk about, the things I ( Read more... )

Yesterday was a SHITTY day.

But...in the early afternoon I stopped by the clinic for my daily weigh-in and got a compliment about how well I was doing. (My bitch of a therapist would never say anything remotely positive, so I don't hear that much.)
She told me I had done a complete 180 and that I was just doing really well in all areas.

Even though ( Read more... )

I'm still trying to adjust to this whole move.

I've only been living here on my own for a week, after all. Being 2 hours away makes it all seem so distant from my mind, and I don't think about home...or what was my home (my parents house.) I keep wanting to call it MY house.

However, tomorrow I am leaving to go home...errrr, to my parents house... ( Read more... )

Paperwork tonight...interviews tomorrow...orientations next week...blah...blah...blah...

*exhausted*

Sometimes I just get irritated by the fact some people will just assume I'm attracted to every female on the planet because I'm gay. And, if I don't like a particular girl, I'm asked to justify just why that is.

I mean...straight women aren't attracted to every male out there. Seriously.

It just pissed me off today...a lot.

I updated my collage/scrapbook pages on here....
Not exactly art-eest work, but it gets the point across...

The things I can't say...

(Can be viewed here.)

I moved into my new apartment today. I must say, I love the place. I have a view outside of green...grass, trees, etc. It's white and simple...and beautiful ( Read more... )