Hey Y'all,

so much for my plan to return to LJ and end my hiatus in October...

I am just dropping by to wish you all a very happy Christmas and a blessed new year in which you may find what you truly need. Which is not always what we seek...I still don't know what to do with my LJ account- I still watch and love SPN, and I think S 8 is doing ( Read more... )

I'm having sort of a hard time at the moment and no time to sort things out. So I deal as I always do- I withdraw. (There was a time when I resorted to writing poems, but these days I rather create wallpapers, it seems.) And this time, I needed both Peter and Dean around me, and I still think they would make a wonderful couple. If Peter read Dean's ( Read more... )

I am happy. One more year of madness, suicidal tendencies and incestous relationships. That shouldn't make me as happy as it does, I believe. And did I mention I am happy?!

DEAN. One more year of Dean. And Sam. And others. *gg*

I will go to sleep now. Probably. Or not.

So I´m on vacation again and was told to "create something so you don't feel dissatisfied". Right! The weather isn't great today, but the sea still is absolutely awesome ( Read more... )

I can't forget Dean's fake smile. It still upsets me, scares me, hurts me. This advice came from strangers (Eliot Ness and Frank Deveraux) who couldn't even begin to know the pain and tragedy of Dean's life. It still feels so wrong. So I probably needed to process it by making just another wallpaper ( Read more... )

The US has SOPA and PIPA pending- but totally unnoticed (at least I didn't know a thing about it) Europe has something worse coming up, called ACTA (a number of non-European countries already signed it, but Europe is still deciding on it). I urge all of you to inform yourself about this act that might force your internet providers to deliver your ( Read more... )

Yesterday I had a wonderful chat with meredithleon about Peter and Petrellicest and Deter (which is, of course, Dean/Peter). I had so much fun- especially as she is such a nice person and I was actually at work and couldn't help wondering what my colleagues would have thought about me discussing Peter being a bottom. But hey, I got my work done anyway. And ( Read more... )

I do not want to talk about 7x11. I am at a point where I need a better functioning coping mechanism myself ( Read more... )

game-byrd wrote a story for me!!! It's Nathan/Peter, it's so beautiful and it's here.

Run by Snow Patrol has always been my song for Peter. Now I even have a story to link it to. *is happy*

And even though Heroes is no longer, Peter is still out there. And in our hearts. Happy new year.

I still love and miss Peter, and since some people on my f-list do, too, I made this calendar. It´s mostly Peter, but since he can't be without Nathan, he also shows up.

All fanart is made by me, except the manip in December- that one I used with kind permission of jemmalynette.

You can download the calendar in High Quality right hereIf you do so, could you ( Read more... )