i've been up and down, inside out. for a while now. i just need to get back on my feet and decide what to do with my life. i'm still in school, working my ass off. i wrote this a few months ago, and have its up on a few sites for support groups and things. i wanted to put it somewhere where people who knew me would read it. i'm slowly trying to ( Read more... )

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after six years.. i find what im looking for, and now i have no idea what to do.

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i realize i've made mistakes. i've broken hearts, i've had my heart broken. i've created a new family for myself, i've moved on beyond what i thought was possible for myself.
i've realized that i haven't given myself nearly enough credit for how far i've come. i've realized that after looking at myself and my life, i haven't done nearly enough for ( Read more... )

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looking back on this point last year, i am lucky to be alive ( Read more... )