meh, im abit all over the place, at the moment. so yeah any way, my dad phoned me on monday and told me he found a lump, so of course that worried me , but was thinking it'd just be a cyst or something. well anyway he went to the drs today and they've basically fast tracked him to the cancer unit. so i have another week of worry till his ( Read more... )

Hmmm where to begin, firstly people may have noticed that I haven’t been around for a while. I’ve not been very good the last few months, had a few, well a lot of demons in my head. Ive had to have time away to clear my head and sort things through. Luckily ive managed to sort my head out now :D, im actually looking forward to getting back to ( Read more... )

i miss these people LOADS in no particular order

tiny
hazel
tim
les
jules
sweeney
ant
jade
becca
sam
lydia
naomi
megan
danielle
chi
steph
kerry
esther
gareth
rachel
kimmy
jess
rob
scott
emma
katie
rashmi
kiran
jason
sarah
beccy

i wish you were all in a room now so i could say hi!!!

sorry if ive forgottern anyone

GAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHH, im sorry if this entry comes across as whiney, but i need to get a few things of my chest ( Read more... )

i actually want to cry ive had enough ( Read more... )

I really hate bitter people right now, even though for a while I’ve come under that category, so technically I hate myself lol. I’ve done something’s that I’m not proud of. I admit that I did leave a blog on my myspace, calling her a cunt, and basically spelling out that it was just sex for him and nothing else. Wifey made me realise that this was ( Read more... )

ive been abit of a cunt lately, just want to apologise to everyone, this really isnt me. love everyone speci my wifey, whos made me realise that im abit of a twat. love you wifey loads!!!!
♥
xxxx

some people make me so angry and sick, i want to hurt them and throw things

why am i getting upset that hes flirting with other girls?