its weird cos i ended it, yet i feel sick in my stomach when i see hes been flirting with other girls. its weird as he told me im still pretty etc. i do kinda wish it could just go back to how it was. i miss it i really do and yet it wasnt healthy. why do i feel like this, when i wanted it over?? my heads a mess right now, i dont understand what im ( Read more... )

Im having a nervous break down, check rickys ,yspace and blogs. im a vile harpy apparently :(

i feel so fucking lonley right now, why cant i learn to be happy on my own, i havent been able to do that for a long time.

p.s dru sorry i havent replied, it was true what you said, we are sorted now and still together and much happier :D, see you next week

Firstly happy birthday wifey, love you loads, hope mummy pauline is ok. well i came back to grays yesterday, i didnt really know what to expect. wasnt sure who i was seeing and if i was going out. last night i ended up down the queens not much to report as its pretty shit down there, although i did see a few old faces which was nice. went back to ( Read more... )

i dont understand why would you go as you call it 'a trendy cunfest' and waste a ticket when other people couldnt get one

fucking ants, i hate ants, they have decided to nest in my laptop!!!! what a great day of taking part my laptop and tryin to remove them

wifey love in four days, hurray so excited.
just been watching big bro and richard reminds me so much of lello lol, speci with the flash dance reactment lol.
i miss my ghost :(

i had the strangest dream last night, however its not for disclosure on here

i dont know whats happened today, but ive just had a realisation and a slap in the face. the things ive been complaining about are so fucking trivial, just plain fucking stupid. i really should appriciate what ive got, because before i know it, it will be gone. i have the most amazing parents who love me (even if they do show it in thier own way), ( Read more... )

AHAHAHAHAHA, how funny is that, although i may get in shit when he wakes up. i was laughing so much when i was doing it, and he kept wiping it off as i was doing it hahahaha.


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