im thinking mayb get a loan of like £1000 and just pay it back monthly

im confused tho, as if i do get a new account will i be able to transfer money over to my old account before i get the card through cos other wise i wont be able to buy the cheap tickets i found

i know this sounds sad but one thing would make my summer good this year and thats going to reading festival, mayb if i can get a 2nd bank account then i can pay to go, i know its not sposed to be used for that however i really want to go and see loads of bands with my wifey, we shall see huh

lol i know im sad
and my eye keeps twitching any

i feel another one of those long entries comming up where i bear my soul to whoever read its, so be warned one of those will be commig up in the next few days. :'(

miserable, and i dont know why, mayb the lack of cigarettes is taking its toll, i wish i was ill and then i woodnt want to smoke, me= feeling GAY :'(

well i thought tuesday may have helped things, even though i was dreading it, a funeral just makes things seem so final, however this isnt the case. not five minutes go by with out me thinking about him, the fact that i will never see him again, that i will never hug him again, that i will never talk to him again, call him or recieve a text from ( Read more... )

well what can i say i think today has been one of the worst days in my, was the funeral today. i wont go into details but it was a lovely service just really upsetting, im glad so many from the uni were there it was really comforting that people were there to be strong for each other.

gone but not forgottern, andy i love you and miss you

I lost a very dear and true friend this weekend, he was only 20 years old such a waste of a perfectly talented life, im shocked, devastated, angry just to many emotions to describe.

Gone but not forgottern

Andy Hewitt

1986-2006

feeling a bit sorry for myself at the moment, got a few symptoms of something that could potentionaly be quite serious but hopefully its nothing, at least ive got prophets to look forward to and seeing ricky again after 6 weeks :). wish me luck at the drs

as of today, i dont even have a pot to piss in im 20 over my over draft and no cash and guess what only 8 cigs till i can get some money which isnt anytime soon, some one please send me cigs so i dont go mad plllllllllllllleaaaaaaaaassssssssssseeeeeeeeeeee