December 26th, 7:49PM ( Read more... )

It's 7:20 on November 11th. Leiann is 14 months old, my life, my hell raiser and my all in one gold digger. I've been going to the gym 5 days a week to lose the unwanted weight that I put on while I was pregnant and since no one finds me good enough for being their girlfriend I guess it kept me from taking it off sooner. It's getting cold outside. ( Read more... )

I'm probably the last person in the world you'd even want to think about. And I should be posting this on my own page because this is an addition to how I feel off of what you say. I made myself a home a few years ago. A home that had you and I together in it but that was only mental..How can you care about someone you know off the internet..You've ( Read more... )

I don't think anyone will read this but if I do this is my moment to let it all out and it need's to be done ( Read more... )

So the other day I was talking to someone online and he said I was stupid for having faith in someone I didn't know. And that me even talking to them just ment that I was holding them from another good high. This person and I fought for about 3 hours before he finally told me that he couldn't ever talk to me again because he just didn't understand ( Read more... )

Since Scott is now back, I will update ( Read more... )

My grandmother died this morning at 11:15am. I dont want anyone to call me, email me, IM me nothing. If you do I will yell at you, scream at you and most likely want to kill you. I don't want to hear I'm so sorry I don't want to hear If you need anything call..Because I dont want to hear it.
Leave me alone

So I'm starting to think that SCOTT SHOULD BUY SOMETHING FOR THE BABY *giggles*

So I've been avoiding a new post... Every night before I go to bed now I've gotten into a routine. I lock the front door, trip over the diaper bag, look at the car seat walk into my bedroom check everyone's journals on the lap top and just lay in bed looking at the baby's crib. And the whole time I think this. I ask myself why did he leave me...why ( Read more... )

Alright I finally decided that I was calm enough to actually update. So let me fill everyone in ( Read more... )