so i havent updated this in about 500 years.
a lot changed.
o well.
i just hope no one ever has to watch they're dad die, and hope everytime you think you hate your mom and dad, to stop and think about it.  One day you're not going to have them.

yea. 

so yay....
i got into ferrum!
iam excited but iam still waitin on a few other schools...but at least i know iam going somewhere!

"Life is too short to wake up in the morning with regrets,
so love the people who treat you right,
forget  about the ones who dont, 
and believe that everything happens for a reason
If you get the chance, take it.
 If it changes your life, then let it.  
    Nobody said it'd be easy, 
   they just said it would be worth it."

Da Da Da Da
The smell of your skin lingers on me now
Your probably on your flight back to your home town
I need some shelter of my own protection baby
To be with myself instead of calamity
Peace, Serenity

[CHORUS]
I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It's personal, Myself and I
We've got some straightenin' out to do
And I'm ( Read more... )

Jordans at UVA havin seziures and has to have a breathing tube
Marvins also at UVA with a 30% chance of living with blood clots in his brain, heart failure, and lung troubles.

here i am at home
i feel hopeless and i just hope they both know i love them

PLEASE keep them in your prayers

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so much has happend...
good things
but the only thing on my mind is how great tonight was.
it reassured me of everything we have, can be, and will be.
=]  Goin' to bed a happy person
update later on everything else...

happy birthday mandy for friday
and happy birthday courtney for today.

why.... 
         cuz this is the way i live

So today was okay...ima get to see jordan here n a lil while..for now im goin to the gym with derrick :)

Well, she was precious like a flower
She grew wild, wild but innocent
A perfect prayer in a desperate hour
She was everything beautiful and different

Stupid boy, you can't fence that in
Stupid boy, it's like holding back the wind
She let her heart and ( Read more... )

it can only go up from here...
right?