today was a snow day..with absolutely no snow ( Read more... )

Well, i aint wrote nothin for a couple days but nothing to much has happend...
Thursday was fun, talked to derrick n were like we needa hang out after school
sooo he went to get stefani and we met up, then went to franks haha derrick n his kelly imitation laugh almost made me piss my pants...and he hadda say a prayer...and decided i needa to be ( Read more... )

well today was interestin ( Read more... )

So the weekend was alotta fun ( Read more... )

Today...today was one of those days where you wanna come home, listen to nickelback and just think...
this morning got into a hell of a fight with kelsey, verbally at least, told her i was done with it to drop it all.
rest of the day, went okay, i guess.
chemistry, jordan tryed calling so when the bell rang i called him back,
i went out there his mom ( Read more... )

funny how one night can fuck up your whole life.
16 years and this is the worst night i've ever had.
i dont even fuckin know what happend.
i needa change or iam goint to loose everyone that cares about me.
i really just wanna move away, and i told mom that, now we might.
nothings worse than this county.
i love you mandy, thank you for everything, and ( Read more... )

everytime  i think things are gettin better, i guess iam just thinkin wrong.
i wanna give up
but i cant, dont want to either
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh. dont even know what to think anymore.
help

mann lost state championships by 1 point
..... 29 to 28
hell yea better than gettin stomped.
good job cats!

so besides my last entry
i been thinking
Me and Jordan are so much closer...
and lately he's been so sweet
even thos i saw him Sat for a long time, and today, he called me and was like "I wanted to see you tonight, even though i just saw you, i already miss you, so i guess i can hope for tomorrow"
i love him so much.
....its amazing really

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