so this week has been a bad week ( Read more... )

everything is going wrong 
everything

so last night was our homecoming game... and we lost ( Read more... )

I need to get out of this town. I need to so very badly
I go to bed crying, i wake up feeling just as bad as the day before.
I need to get away.
The only thing keeping me here is Jordan && Mandy.
Thats it. all. 
I love you Jordan, your the only reason i get up in the mornings.

iam really sick of fighting with you
i love him
its not wrong he loves me and i love him
if you do anything to fuck this up
i dont know what i'll do, but it does mean me leaving. 
&& i know that would hurt you the most.
i love you jordan, no matter what, who, or anything

--Every time I try to leave
Something keeps pulling me back, me back
Telling me I need ( Read more... )

so last night i went to get jordan and nancy and went to the game ( Read more... )

so last night was fun ( Read more... )

iam tired of watching jordan work his ass off for everything he has...
then it all get tossed away because of other ignorant people.
it hurts me, and i know it hurts him.
i love him so much...
ugh....

Today was perfect...
i got to see jordan before school
and after school
..i got to be with him... it makes me extremly happy..

until now...
i dont like keeping things from my mom..
so i slowly tell her things
but she just jumps down my throat
shes so f'ing judgemental and i hate it.. i f'ing hate it... it just makes me wanna get in my car and go to jordans ( Read more... )

YAY

i got my licens!! =]
this huricane or w/e it tho screwed my plans
DAMN YOU WEATHER
haha
but yay!! lol