I have a hard time, sometimes, when i see thomas at macomb. he's always talking to somebody or doing something. and i usually have homework to finish. and even though i'm really really glad to be able to see him so much, i don't like seeing him and having to be so withdrawn. like today, he managed to drag me into leal's office (i don't have a clue ( Read more... )

What does this color mean? lol. I know. Not telling.

I've thought about drama, and about how unhappy I am in this program. I know i'm not doing the one-act play. i'm getting a job. i like having a job more than i like acting. i like having money to spend on other people, birthdays ... you know. it's just easier to know you aren't going to run out if ( Read more... )

Dear LJ,
      I've neglected you this year. I guess I've been busy. I guess that's an excuse, but oh well. Homecoming is coming soon. So is MB festival. yay! and drama... is being a pain in the ass.

let me rephrase that. mrs. battice is being a pain in the ass.

i hate her so much. she was talking about me at rehearsal on thursday. like i'm some ( Read more... )

Okay, so last night was incredible! not only did we almost win against stevenson, but tom came to the game!

alright, one thing at a time. kyle and i were almost late getting to the game because i was talking to tom online and i thought that call time was 5:15 because that's the pep band call time but then i thought about it and i was like, shoot, it ( Read more... )

Football Game Day. i'm excited and nervous. it's hard not to worry when you're in charge of the section. we'll do fine, i'm sure... but stephanie just joined this week and she still knows nothing! its crazy! *sigh*

funny, but last night when i was listening to one of my CDs that song... "what hurts the most"... came on.. and i started to cry. i'm ( Read more... )

This morning I went to grandma and grandpa's house so grandpa could start taking my senior pictures. we only worked with two outfits today but i really liked the results. i feel like i need to go shopping again because i don't really have anything dressy except for that one shirt. but a lot of the pictures came out really well. and we aren't done. ( Read more... )

so today was the first day of school. noteworthy, i suppose. so here it is, a post.

got up and showered. left my hair straight tho. yay for shower caps. made kyle put the barry in the car. haha. loser. got my stuff and went to school. no chorale! what a blessing. ^-^. dropped my horn off in the band room and felt at home for it. then i found my ( Read more... )

this color is meant to embody the feeling of warmth.

lol, guess what? tom and i have decided to be official. ^-^ since yesterday.

good news, right? but school starts the 29th... ten days. and then what? we give up? its over? its almost certain. which sucks. i dont want to go through the hurt again, the denile, and the emptiness. my friends told me i ( Read more... )

today i went to the mall with amanda and paul. i hate chuck. i got a sweater and a manga.

didn't sleep well last night. i was crying so hard i almost gave myself a migraine... or suffocated myself, since i was trying to stifle the sound in my pillow.

i love marching band. talk about stability. you know whats cool about the marching band? we make ( Read more... )

Haha. so i guess i figured out your source. i suck at this game, don't i? well, that's alright. you still love me.

band camp was amazing beyond words. that's all i'll say except that my freshman year i also roomed with nicole!

maxwell was there! i love that kid so much! i hugged him like a million times. we may see a movie this weekend. i hope so. i ( Read more... )