birthdays are the most depressing things. i am dreading mine and it is so close. It forces you to face how much or in my case how little you are valued and how few things you have achieved. and reminds you of mortality which is good now that i consider it. immortality would be hell. i love life but if it were never to end would i still? i ( Read more... )

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will someone explain to me our primal urge to define ourselves by associations and affiliations?

like 50 year olds with college stickers and shit all over their cars from when they were 20 30 YEARS AGO? like when an obviously american man puts a flag on his house, car, t shirt and hat?  yes it may be a great country but when somebody is asked "who ( Read more... )

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my mind is so dormant, no, not dormant as that implies it will someday bloom again ( Read more... )

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EGO PART ( Read more... )

i am getting air, getting sun, absorbing sun rays. Not so much sun rays as a solid, enveloping layer oozing ( Read more... )

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