June? JUNE?!? Yikes, this year is somehow flying by. Yet each day is soooo long. Maybe that is why it feels so surprising that time is actually passing ( Read more... )

It's been a couple months since I've posted. Been kind of waiting for things to be better and I guess they haven't, really. I'm just not in a good place right now. Started seeing a therapist. Perhaps it will help, but feeling skeptical at the moment because he seemed pretty "woo-ey" and told me to read the book Autobiography of a Yogi which I so ( Read more... )

...There's a support group for that. It's called everybody, and they meet at the bar.After the initial OMGNEWJOB subsided (a bit, anyway), work was bearable for maybe a golden week. And then a new sort of mental anguish set in--the OMGIHAVENOTHINGTODO problem. And who wants to be the new girl going to her boss and saying "hi, please give me more ( Read more... )

I typed up a resignation letter today.

Haven't sent it yet.

Big decisions to make.

So my client, who is based on the east coast right now, was in town this past week. I was pretty nervous about finally meeting him and feeling very stressed about my current output (or lack thereof). There is also NO extra space in our cube, so we were sitting right next to each other so I felt like every single thing I did on my computer was being ( Read more... )

I went in to the local office for the first time today. Had a security briefing, met my new hire sponsor (who is one of the 4 members of my team), and started doing lots of onboarding stuff--forms, getting my laptop, etc. Everyone was super nice ( Read more... )

The past couple weeks have been crazy for me. Lots of stress, but things are finally falling into place. Accepted a job offer on Friday, got approved for my new apartment on Saturday (move in next week), had a successful trip to Chicago this past weekend, hosted my parents the week before, lost a couple pounds and finished the first draft of my ( Read more... )

Not feeling well ( Read more... )

I was at the Dallas Love airport this morning, getting ready to fly back to Cali after a short visit to see my sister and J's sister and their new babies (cuties, both!). We were standing in line, waiting to go through security, when the elevator doors opened and discharged a large man carrying a black duffel bag and just SCREAMING so loud. Maybe ( Read more... )

Well, it's official. I'm done with the Navy ( Read more... )