day 1 without myspace ( Read more... )

I WILL BE HAPPY ONE DAY.
I WILL BE HAPPY ONE DAY.
I WILL BE HAPPY ONE DAY.
I WILL BE HAPPY ONE DAY.
I WILL BE HAPPY ONE DAY.
I WILL BE HAPPY ONE DAY.


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 my birthday is this sunday.
I hope its a good one.

I will sleep another day
I don't really need to anyway
What's the point when my dreams are infected
With words you used to say
I will breathe in a moment
As long as I keep my distance
I wouldn't want to go messing anything up

So don't go worrying about me
It's not like I think about you constantly
So maybe I do, but that shouldn't affect
Your life ( Read more... )

pain inside and out.
I'm living my life on hope.

 I still very much feel the same way I did about a year ago.
I don't understand how this works.
or if it ever will.

it never failed the first time.
I got scared and turned my back.
everything was perfect.
how could I have been such a coward.

 I see you and my whole world falls apart.

sometimes I want to scream
make this feeling go away.
but I know if it did nothing would be real anymore.

I  wish I could keep up with myself.
I'm happy again.
I cut my hair. well I let cody put steps in it.
doesn't look bad I guess.

I think i work too much.
yet I applied for a second job at several places and I asked for more hours here.
I don't get myself. but whatever.

I need something to keep me away from pot. I think working so much would help.
=]
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 I AM CONTENT!

 today sucks. yesterday sucked. and I'm sure tomorrow will suck too.
I don't know what to do with myself.