I love my friends. 
that is all.
hahahahahaha at you.

I'm going to fall apart.
one big mess.
it already started.

I don't think anyone will understand. =/

I just spent a lot of money. I hope you like it. =/

I had a total of 3 tarot readings today while at work. the online ones of course. any way all 3 told me that I'm transforming and that what I'm changing is good that I'm changing. and I agree totally. they also said some really strange things but we're not going to talk about that. one said that I have things to look foward to and that even though ( Read more... )

Today was a very good day! =]

had a snow ball fight in the middle of summer. 
it was amazing! =]
<3

ps. you gave me hope today when i thought all was lost.
i love you.

ahhhhhh. so.
nothing seems to being working out for me. I'm trying to accept the fact that I just suck at life. haha. All I can do is just keep trying but it's hard to try and have high hopes for something that you can only think that it's going wrong. Being a pessimistic lately seems to be the trend. break me of my habbit or atleast help me with ( Read more... )

love takes time...
to heal when you're hurting so much.
couldn't see that i was blind
to let you go. i can't escape the pain inside,
cause loooove takes tiime.
i don't wanna be here.
i don't wanna be here... alooooooone.

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Losing my mind
From this hollow in my heart
Suddenly I'm so incomplete
Lord I'm needing you now
Tell me how to stop the ( Read more... )

I'm planning things out.
it's different but hopefully it'll make things easier.I don't want to fuck things up this time around.
I concider myself one lucky son of a bitch.and I'm not going to let this pass me up.

You'll never know how I feel completely. Not because I won't show/tell you.
But because I can't find the ways to express myself fully. I've ( Read more... )

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so I went to backstreet for the first time last night ( Read more... )