so caught up
&
stupid.

whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy do I do this to myself.
i'm dumb.
end of story.
=/

 i slept soo good last night. 
I almost feel good today.
=]

amanda's back from TN.
hopefully for good.
I've missed her.

today i'm going to the football game with her.
high schoolers. =/ whatever.
I can't wait to deal with all the little prissy bitches that are going to be there.
not.

anyway the point is i'm still sick.
I've been high for the past week ( Read more... )

 today was grand!
i'm learning guitar so fast.
who knew.

today i learned how to play;

sixpence none the richer- kiss me.
alanis morresette- ironic.
&
gregory and the hawk- boats and birds.

how cooooool!!!
i'm so proud of myself.
and dez tuned my little sisiters mini acoustic.
so i can practice on that until i get my own. =D

yay. the excitement!

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 uh never again.
I got sick.
don't mix pills and smoke pot.
blugh.

YAY! I learned how to play;
seven nation army
&
misery business
on guitar today! =D

I'm so excited. thanks to dez.
and I caught on really quick.
today has been grand.

only I missed my boo.<3

 i'm super excited. 
I have things to do this weekend.
only bad thing is...

I got my hair cut and the lady cut it too short
i'm sad. bleh.

i like this high.
it's a diff feeling.
<3 amazing.

Amand and I like to make videos.
dance around like idiots when cody's not home.

&tomorrow will be special.<3

HA. I'm doing something right this time.
<3
&it feels so good.


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sometimes I can be really happy.
then I pass out on the car ride home.

I'm craving white castle again. bahaha.
even though last night was terribly lame.
I had fun. =]

I hope you're doing good. =]

I couldn't sleep very well last night.
kept on getting hot and cold.
but I still loved every minute of it.

Woke up early.
it was nice. 
I'm having a lot of fun. <3

who knew.

ps. I know about your little someone.
thank you for messing with my head.
It helped me. =D