So being bitten by a vamp? Gotta say I never expected to like it so much, not that I really had too much time to dwell on the best fucking orgasm in my entire life because I was busy dying. Not really so bad now that I think about it. Always did have a death wish anyways and it's not like i'm really regretting the whole thing now. Did seem to miss ( Read more... )

I stood in silence as I stared down at the empty and unmade bed. We should have disposed of the body in a suitable fashion. Fire, decapitation, stake through the heart. Nobody knew he sired here, but then again, we didn't know if he'd NOT done it either. I should have though. Since being here i've done nothing but doubt Angel and found it hard, if ( Read more... )

I told Angel the last thing I had to say to him in the whole talking/yelling conversation we just had. I slowly had cosed the door behind me and stood here outside his door. I tried to hold in the tears but they just seemed to force their way out and it's like I lost total control of my feelings. I shook my head knowing that couldn't have been ( Read more... )

Everything is different now. Things will never be the same. My mind keeps focusing on the conversation I had with her in jail. I always promised to look after her and to make sure nothing happened. Irony is a bitch. Then again I guess it wasn't me who killed, no, sired her. It was Angelus. Fucking Angelus. And now...now everything is different. ( Read more... )