Those were my final words to Lindsey.

"Don't drive too fast, there are cops out there."I returned to my car not regretting my decision to ban Lindsey from L.A. Not just because of Wolfram and Hart but because he had big plans. No matter how simple and southern he looked on the outside, he was twice as lethal on the inside. I didn't bother ( Read more... )

Everything is different now. Things will never be the same. My mind keeps focusing on the conversation I had with her in jail. I always promised to look after her and to make sure nothing happened. Irony is a bitch. Then again I guess it wasn't me who killed, no, sired her. It was Angelus. Fucking Angelus. And now...now everything is different. ( Read more... )

I sigh as I walk into my office and close the door behind me. There are just too many losses around me. First Cordelia. Now Fred and even Wes has gone off the deep end and put Gunn in the hospital. And I can't help thinking that somehow it's my fault. I'm the one who OK'd the move to Wolfram and Hart. If we hadn't gone here then Knox wouldn't have ( Read more... )

I still can't believe Jasmine isn't a beautiful peaceful goddess but some maggoty, pus filled demon. And it was her blood that showed me the truth. I turn to Fred and give her a look of loss as we move down the tunnels. It was brave what she did, shooting through Jasmine to show me the truth. She doesn't give herself enough credit. She can be ( Read more... )

Remembering my promise to Cordelia I climb down the manhole and hang onto the ladder as a car skids by. Making sure noone followed me I pull the manhole cover in it's place and jump down into the grimy sewage. "Cordy, you better be somewhere at the end of this tunnel." I'm not serious, it's just the tunnels under L.A. have become notoriously ( Read more... )

I walk down the stairs to my small mailbox which can only hold a few letters but once a week is filled with a folded over manila envelope with my latest assignment. I've gone from redemptive vampire to vampire body guard to the stars. Well, they don't know I'm a vampire. I took out the envelope and set it between my shoulder and body as I grab up ( Read more... )

For the first time I found myself staring. All she was doing was brushing off her dress. But she did it with such grace and beauty. How should I approach what happened before? It was just the possession. Although I can't stop thinking what would've happened if we had stayed in that room. No. Angel, she's your co-worker. But, she's so beautiful ( Read more... )

You get set up in a luxurious office with a building-load of staff at your whim. You get sun-proof tinted glass so you can see the daylight without going up in flames. You get to pretend you're making a difference. I thought going at evil from the inside would work alot better then it has. I'd thought we could save lives faster and more efficiently ( Read more... )