Will seems to be really into this girl Ashley and he tells me about her. When I tell him to pursue her he goes into some sort of thought thing and he says "I can't believe this." I say believe what, he says he won't tell me ( Read more... )

2000 for clothing

Heres how I feel ( Read more... )

I have to drink 4 bottles of water a day ( Read more... )

Every desire in the world to vomit up all my food. Around 12ish Im going to work out.

god i am dying. my love is crushing me. i wish it was dying like me.
i need help so bad. and yet i will never get it. i am so dead. oh god.... why me.

im never going to get clean.

everytime i hear of a person i know who is anorexic i instantly wish that i was anorexic again. i dont know why that side of me jumps to it so much. right now i am eating healthy and exercising for an hour and a half every night. i have muscle. i feel good. But the thing is...I just fall apart. Things trigger me so easily. I'm going to make myself ( Read more... )

im really depressed and i cant leave my house and i hallucinated today. wow did i hallucinate. it was wonderful. like no substances involved ( Read more... )

i can only listen to the beatles ( Read more... )