Life is hard ( Read more... )

So, I'm back on the dating market and I'm doing everything I can to make sure I don't do the same bullshit things I've always done (just new, different bullshit things.) So far, so good, although its not like I have tons of marks to check off. Still, I've been casually pursuing folks, even when I don't think they're ideal, because I wanna get my ( Read more... )

Without going into intense details (not cause I won't, but because I'd rather not do it here ( Read more... )

PS - ask me about my amazing XX crush.

Note bene: this post talks about poop ( Read more... )

Ok, so, a couple of weeks ago I posted an ad on the 'casual encounters' section of craigslist, hoping to find a little rebound booty. It didn't work so well - I only got one quality response, and it was from someone in town for creating change and our timing was off - but I was proud of my wit, and my ability to articulately say what I wanted in a ( Read more... )

I'm really lonely ( Read more... )

So, yesterday at my therapy appointment, I was talking about what I usually talk about, which is how I don't really know who I am because I have so many thoughts racing around in my head at any given time, thoughts that contridict each other, thoughts that are critical of other thoughts, thought that are spin outs of other thoughts, thoughts, ( Read more... )

So I am intentionally trying to mire myself in break up music, partially as an academic pursuit, and partially because that's what I need right now ( Read more... )

So, I realize I've been long gone, and that probably the last time I posted to this journal was when things were going shitty, which makes me feel just so typical, but I need a space to put this, a space where it won't be available to just anyone, but where it will be available to the people who can put my ass in check (that's you, Shannon ( Read more... )