ok so im just about to head off to work. i work at target now! im starting today and am so stoked
i just got a call that i get to take another summer class, so thats 9 units now! sweet!
im finally busy!!!!!
and then at 3 am tomorrow im gonna head off to go visit my sister and bff!
ive decided that im not gonna let anything bring me down!!!yay

ok so ive decided that sometimes life is really hard. and kinda evil ( Read more... )

to live to love to forget ( Read more... )

i feel like i need to delete. to erase. to organize and throw out the bad. but how do you do that when the thing that is most hurting you lives right next door. i cant explain it. and its not like that is the only issue. i mean i think its the only one i can pin point. and i guess its easier to blame it all on one rather than piece the little ( Read more... )

ok so i officially am mad. and im not allowed to be. my ex has found a new girl. isnt that grand. and now that were all friends and such, he tells me details. and i really wanna be there for him and all but im pissed. like really am i supposed to be like o hey i dont wanna hear how happy you are right now thanks. cuz at the moment im feeling ( Read more... )

Suicide ( Read more... )

i feel very contemplative lately. like quiet and thinking. it seems like now a days there arent really right answers. in school and in life. more so in life. i feel like im asking so many questions but everyone is just going on in life like nothings a big deal. and it just seems weird. ppl have these life altering, ppl almost dying events that ( Read more... )

i got back home ( Read more... )

im not gonna lie. im terrified to come home.

i feel like ppl are mad at me. and that ppl have forgotten me. now i have realized that you can still be friends with ppl even if you dont talk to them everyday, or even weekly. im just re-evaluating my friends. like my ones i had for forever, im questioning them and such. and then i think, huh is this just a cycle will this happen to the friends ( Read more... )