Seriously...I've eaten like 2 1/2 boxes today. That's alot of cheerios. Also, since two people did this for me, I guess I'll post it here...not that alot of people read this...but if you do - REPLY! b/c replys are fun, and I don't have anything else to do :D ( Read more... )

Hey kids, guess who stayed at my house last night! That's right! Steve Hofstetter! It was all kinds of fun and exciting. He was supposed to do a show at EKU yesterday, but it got cancelled, so he detoured to Lexington to visit. Wow. That's all I can say. Wow. I love talking to that kid. :-)

So I'm 20 years old today...with no boy b/c he would rather join the army and get shot at then be with me...not that I really even want him to be with me but still. It sucks. many things. So the b-day summary ( Read more... )

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I've been in a strange mood recently. Reflective. I don't like it. I prefer to be unaware of my problems, or at least to ignore them for as long as possible. Thinking about it makes me sad, more than sad really, depressed is more accurate. Sometimes angry, but mainly depressed. Even when I'm angry, I'm never angry at the right person. I don' ( Read more... )

So I'm finally back at school, just chilling out, waiting for the excitement of classes to start. Fun times. I did get a new roommate, and she seems super cool. Her name is Ashley, and she's a band geek, that's really about all I know about her, but she seems nice. Anyway, Mike is still in Whitesburg, and I'm bored. I'm trying to broaden my ( Read more... )

Yay! Michael came to visit me! Happy days for me! Anyways, woke up this moring at 99 fucking pounds! For those of you keeping track, which is mainly just me, that is like 11 more pounds than I weighed at the beginning of the break...how foul and digusting is that!? I'm actually extremely embarrassed (I can't spell that) to have Mike see me ( Read more... )

I have discovered that I have an increasing fear of food...the more weight that I lose the more I fear food...how warped is that? I really do fear that I may be insane. I know that I shouldn't be doing this to myself, but as my weight nears the low 90's I would love to get down in to the 80s, maybe even lower. That would be amazing. My family ( Read more... )