not literal. Its so weird though. i cant believe how quick my life is going by. I never thought anything would go the way it is going. 5 years ago i was scared to death of college and the thought of moving out of oceanside. grew up went there did that loved it. Now back in oceanside trying so hard to get out. People in my classes always say they ( Read more... )

 I've honestly never loved a place more then i loved san deigo. i had an amazing time and im sure that it wasnt all due to the people i was with considering i barely know the girl i roomed with and i only went with one other friend and everyone else was professors. I had a great time with all of them and everything but it was the atmosphere that ( Read more... )

 SO i only write here when i feel crazy. lets keep the trend up. Last week i didnt have any choices. I felt like everything was out of my control. I thought i had skin cancer(i dont) and everything was out of my hands. Then yesterday i got a choice. I got into Brooklyn college. I wasn't forced to a school. I chose brooklyn and accepted it and i was ( Read more... )

So im graduating in less than a week and moving home for at least a year in a week. Life is about to change just when i finally feel like everything is perfect here. Maybe i should've applied here to grad school. I don't even know where im going next semester. Its hard to start a new chapter when you dont know an important part. I might have a job ( Read more... )

Last year i spent valentines day with the guy i honestly thought i was going to marry. This year, i had a chance to spend it with the same guy and chose not to. Funny how things change and im not even bothered. rather be alone this year then with someone who I no longer love. No regrets just life

So i dont even know why im writing here. No one reads this probably and i dont care. So at the beginning of break i was a little bummed because i knew i wouldnt be doing alot. Well i dont know how to relax so instead ive been madd productive. Most of the grad school stuff is done, my room is cleaner then its been in 18 years, ive reconnected with ( Read more... )

So im leaving soon to go with hillel to build houses for alternative spring break! im super excited to go to west virgina. its a state i havent been to yet. YAY being a humanitarian.

Home was actually a lot better then i expected it to be. yay.

so i had the worst rive of my life yesterday. New paltz is only 2.5 hrs from my house max andt took me 7.5. I was in bumper to bumper traffic on a road thats usually 15 minutes of my trip, and that turned into about 3hours of it. BOOOO

Pauls coming up tonight. i saw him like 4 days ago but i still miss him like crazy. Its pretty insane