but it's pissing the shit out me. i am so frustrated right now i could cry or break something like this MacBook. i just don't understand where my files are being saved to, why Mac doesn't even acknowledge the nipple mouse (i fucking hate this touch pad!!) or why they can't just have a goddamn right click function!!! ....& the sticky D ( Read more... )

sometimes working these parties is a wake up call that i need to get my shit together & get a teaching job already.

sometimes i do things you'd think would elicit feelings of guilt or shame but really all they bring is relief. ahhh this is one of those times.

i want some good home style jew food. i want someone's sweet little jewish mom to make me latkes (however you spell that) & blintzes & maybe some matzo w/ way too much butter. chris is only sorta down w/ the middle eastern cuisine so that sometimes limits it as an option. seriously, any LJ friends i still have out there, let me know if you wanna ( Read more... )

i haven't worked in over a week (spring break + passover = no subbing & no photography), it's been totally shitty outside all week (no motivation to do anything beyond the walls of my house) & it's to the point where i feel like i can't seem to do anything productive. perhaps my mind or work ethic is atrophying away. i have silly little projects ( Read more... )

go here. make sure you pee 1st. we don't want any accidents.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uLQRv0RjBBM

yeah the title line pretty much says it all ( Read more... )

so i just got back from an artie party down in DC i fuckin hate DC, i really do. tonight was such a shit show. 1st, i was gone for over 16hr to work a 3.5hr party, ...no 1st is really this morning i had to go to court for a bullshit traffic violation i got going to an artie party in the DC area a couple weeks ago - fuck upper freehold w/ a ( Read more... )

it's been so long since i posted & theres too much for one post anyway but the lo'down: chris & i moved we're in tinton falls now in a nice insulated sufficiently-heated condo, we got a kitten, we've been calling him mr pants tho i think crackrat might be more appropriate, i'm going crazy w/ end of the semester shit, working mad holiday ( Read more... )

i haven't left the house all day. i'm going stir crazy. i've been on the phone/ computer 1/2 the day w/ verizon, JCP&L (the gas/electric co) & the boro of tinton falls transfering accounts & doing other such fun things that come w/ moving house. chris & i sign tomorrow ...well he & his dad. (spare the electric bill being in my name i really ( Read more... )