It's really sad that most of the friends I used to have from Weymouth no longer care about me. In fact, some of them probably despise me. And I'm not quite sure why or who, but it's a very sad feeling when you come home from school for break, looking forward to seeing people, and you no longer have those people to call. Coming home is no longer ( Read more... )

The face that I have been wearing inside and out for so long is finally starting to crack under the strain of always having to pretend I feel nothing. I can feel the weight slowly breaking me down. I don't know how much longer I can carry this burden. And I'm starting to wonder if you even care about me at all anymore.

I'm starting to doubt if I'm going in the right direction. I'm scared that what I'm doing isn't what I wanted to do. I don't know if I want to do music technology anymore, and it scares me because I have spent so much time and effort to get here, I battled depression so that I could come and study music. I still love music, but I don't know if I'm ( Read more... )

Blah. I find that a decent representation for today.

Time is ticking on by. And I feel lost in it. I'm living in a bubble. By choice and at the same time not by choice. I have to live in it in order to get by. I have to displace feelings and leave myself with nothing sometimes or I would crumble underneath the weight of everything. Where is all this going? When will this bubble finally burst and free ( Read more... )

I will never settle for anything less ( Read more... )

Rachael Yamagata- Be Be Your Love

I wish my family was home, and not in Aruba. I could really use them right now.

So I had a really great Halloween weekend. I really did. It was the most fun I've had maybe since I've been in college. But then of course it all has to come screeching to a halt when I get in the car with my dad and he has to start rehashing old issues about my parents' divorce and how I never try to get into contact with him and at one point, I ( Read more... )

Stardust
written by Jane Goldman & Matthew Vaughn, from the novel by Neil Gaiman

Yvaine (Claire Danes): You know when I said I knew little about love? That wasn’t true. I know a lot about love. I’ve seen it, centuries and centuries of it, and it was the only thing that made watching your world bearable. All those wars... pain, lies, hate... It ( Read more... )