Finding lots and lots of reasons to bum, but almost more reasons to push those negative thoughts out of my head ( Read more... )

With our situationally retarded dynamic being what it is: We had an AMAZING time together tonight. AMAZING. I stole a little kiss from you. Brief, but coupled with an amazing hug. Now, after I haven't thought about you in over a month, I can't get you out of my head again! Can you just stop being so goddamned fucking amazing for like five seconds? ( Read more... )

...straight up I've been thinking A LOT and talking with Frank and we both agree that our current metal project is NOT on the level of the "breaking new grounds" mindset. We need that. And we know you need that, too. We know you're on that level and we need you. We need to go out there and show what we've got to THE WORLD and continue to write ( Read more... )

....that I need to stop over-analyzing every situation I find myself in. Especially when I'm in the moment. It's so utterly crippling sometimes.

well, we talked about stuff last night. we both got a lot off our chests. i still don't feel better and neither does she, but at least we're closer to the same page now. feeling that i need to confront my dad, or at least write him a letter or something...or.....i don't fucking know.....this is really hard.....this is so shitty ( Read more... )

i need a job now. not pulling my weight money-wise. unemployment checks not cutting it ( Read more... )

So the guy who recorded my band's demo called me up saying they were looking for a metal drummer. So i go there today and bang out some demo tracks and it turns out that it's a metal tribute to Tupac. It's gonna be out on Death Row Records. Weird. My first paying studio gig is gonna be for Death Row, nigga. The Death Row people are actually coming ( Read more... )

Yup, got up and smoked a bowl. After getting the axe, i deserve a wake n' bake. Guy was not happy that I got the axe. Todd was a little surprised. Beiry, I think, is disappointed. Joe was pretty surprised too. Wes wasn't a dick about it or anything. Anyway, I packed all my shit. There really was not a whole lot of stuff anyway. Whoever sits there ( Read more... )

So, I told Julie about the NY thing. She was not happy. I have since convinced her that it will be a positive thing though. I'm totally psyched ( Read more... )

Ugghgh....getting over a stomach virus. I didn't puke today or most of yesterday. That was good. We got two new techs in, except Beiry's gone most of the week cause his sister's having a kid, which means I have to cover the late shifts because allan has school and can't. Sucks because I'm recording on sunday and we've barely had time to practice ( Read more... )