words seem heavier when they are plain and less distorted and most often times coming out of someone else's mouth. lately i have become bored with the things i have been saying. i was maybe waiting for an explanation until i realized that i really don't need it, and i really don't want it. things happen in circles. the dates change but the ( Read more... )

i feel like i am waiting for things that don't really exist. better yet, i feel like i am waiting for things that never could have existed and even if they did, i would have hated them all of same.

i hate when you've said things that you honestly want to take back but the idea has already been thrown out there so the trust has already been bent in some places and once you've said it it means that you meant it some how, some place in time but i wish some things you could kind of just erase.

i drove aimlessly up north for a while today. i am the complete opposite of 'homebody' and the best part of the time i've been at home today was watching my mother eat her lunch out in the backyard none of us ever go in. i went out and spent about an hour in the book store and bought some foolish fiction novel that has been keeping me company and ( Read more... )

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you don't always have to have everything figured out, and i am so much happier now that i have accepted that.

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