i've been having a lot of instances of this reoccuring dream lately. in the dream i'm in the present, but i'm living in a relationship that i had in the past. one of the few... my life is so different with each dream. i haven't had too many relationships that meant anything, but it seems that nearly all of them i've had have come up in this ( Read more... )

i had to change the title on my last entry. it was a lame attempt at a title and not accurate at all. the best i could come up with is a line from "airbag," but it works so well. i love that song because it's taking encouragement from tragedy ( Read more... )

tomorrow will be two weeks. two weeks since dragging myself up to the hospital because i had an inextinguishable pain in my abdomen. they do tests on me all night and tell me around 7 am that my appendix needs to come out, and schedule surgery for 2 pm. luckily they could do it with a lacroscope, so recovery has been a lot faster. the tiny ( Read more... )

does anyone remember the 2000 debates? don't you remember how many times we all heard bush, when asked about how he would apply military force, said "I don't think our troops should be used for what's called nation building ( Read more... )

see his pre-recorded victory speech... rumors aren't the only things on the internets. thanks, james.

Radiohead - Electioneering ( Read more... )

http://people.smu.edu/phardy/1_Voting_Machine.wmv

i long for the days when my family was just plain dysfunctional. it's truly broken now, and i don't think there's anything that anyone can do to fix it. for as long as i can remember, i've felt drawn and quartered by the different members of the family. sure, they're all different people -- but everyone seems to be going off in their own ( Read more... )

i'm just about to leave work. weekend is here. i'm kind of tired but i don't necessarily feel like going home. what else is there to do, though? oh well. we'll see what happens.

http://teamhouse.tni.net/Misc/noplay/cockpit.htm
http://www.cafepress.com/horkulated

in case you missed it, jon stewart on his crossfire appearance.

this just conveys a fundamental dischord with modern ( Read more... )