I feel like a little kid when I'm around her. I haven't been this happy in years. I'm so thankful that after three years of thinking that I would never speak to her again, never see her again, that it was over and that was that, we got back together. I feel like the luckiest man in the world right now. I love you Rebecca.

I've only been away from her for a day and a half and I miss the hell out of her. I can't wait to hold her and kiss her again.

if anyone knows of anything please let me know

I'm seriously considering a career change. I absolutely hate what I'm doing for work right now and it's driving me crazy. Since I was five years old I've been around computers and have always been very interested in them. Once I started taking computer classes at NST, that all went downhill. Constantly sitting in front of a computer all day ( Read more... )

...to stop reading old entries of mine and other people. brings back shitty memories that i'd rather not ever remember... =\

...this morning and I had incredible flow. my thoughts just kind of came out really easy. I basically wrote a whole song and I just need to make a beat for it now. I have a few ideas for what I want to do and I'm going to try and work something out tonight when I get home from work. fingers crossed :x ( Read more... )

I'm fucking horny right now. like, off the charts horny right now. =\

and it's mother fuckin Bob Marley day, and I have no buds to celebrate with. double U tee EFF

I really need a good psychedelic trip to sort some shit out in my head.

I'm pretty sure i'm starting to break my caffeine addiction. for as long as I could remember i've needed something with caffeine in it to function throughout the day. If I didn't have something for a period of time i would start to get a headache and become tired. Over the past few weeks i've primarily just been drinking water. I had a coke this ( Read more... )

Is there a spell that I am under
Keeping me from seeing the real thing?

Why do I feel the way I do right now? I don't understand it, it's like nothing I've ever felt before. It doesn't feel specifically good or bad so it could be either but I really just don't know.

I almost want to just let myself spiral out of control again and let it be the end ( Read more... )