So I got a new icon...I actually made this one myself. DAMN STRAIGHT. so yeah. I havent updated in a while and Im feeling pretty effin shitty so I figured I would. yeah. I was ganna like type up a bunch of my songs for you. but Ive decided not to with a big *fuck that ( Read more... )

I wanted to tell you that you always are in a bad mood ( Read more... )

Today was an odd day. All the lights seem to be very white and bright. Everything just felt weird. I think it might have felt like something was out of place. I dont know what would be though. Went to a denver miles show tonight. It rocked. Great acoustics in the church. so yeah. I think everyone should hear a denver mile, but right now I just want ( Read more... )

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So yeah. Not going to Hayesville. Not recording. That sucks. Im depressed. I feel really alone. I dont know why, I have no reason to. I suck. Tonight I hung out with Linda, Pat, and Lindas friend (I dont know how to spell her name) Lindas friend was groovy. Everyone kept asking if I was ok, I mean I was depressed, but Im with Linda alot when Im ( Read more... )

So I'm sick of people always belittling me and treating me like shit. And of course I take it cause I'm not a fighter or some shit like that. But I'm fucking sick of it, I'm going back to how I used to be, I dont give a fuck about you and you dont give a fuck about me, and I wont take your shit. I'm fucking sick of being walked all over and letting ( Read more... )

so today I got 2 fillings in orlando ( Read more... )

I feel so disgusting, worthless, hidious. I have a bunch of school work to do, but I m going to put make up on and shit to get ready for nothing, in hopes it will make me feel less worthless. I think I m going to call my dad today. I havent talked to him in over a month. I have to tell him about the demo thing. He will only be negative like ( Read more... )

So I'm in a bad fucking mood. I've had a bad fucking day. I'm recording in 2 weeks. Doesnt matter though. That producer wont be intrested. And I wont have a car. And I wont have a liscense. And I wont have a fucking life. Not that it would be any fucking difference. FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK. FUCK MY DAD. FUCK MY MOM. FUCK EVERYONE AND EVERYTHING. FUCK ( Read more... )

And this is a little bit of what I got myself into........

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