i tried to update yesterday and when i went to post it they damn thing was no where to be found. i was pissed. i dont even remember what i typed. i guess it was not that important. i do remember this, why is it that a certain under age girl is on my nuts and insists i dated her. now is going over to a persons house a few times dating? i ( Read more... )

ok so i have had 2 hours sleep today and my brain has not caught up with the lack of sleep. i dont even feel tired. i guess its a small price to pay to stop smoking. by god its working. so i was being yelled at today by like 6 guys and it was about something i did not do and could not fix. i guess they just wanted to take i out on the piece ( Read more... )

i guess a subject that was in my post may have some of you wondering what the fuck happened. yes i did get a women pregnant. the rest well, im not sure i know some of you well enough to bring you into this one yet. some of you may not want to hear that shit. i dont like to talk about it much anyway. that was during a stage i just want erase ( Read more... )

i dont know exactly what i have been feeling in the past few weeks. its a combination of sickness and loneliness. i have been told that everything i want is out there, all i have to do is find it. i think my search is a waste of time. ive been looking for so long i have forgotten what means the most to me. some of you know why i have pissed ( Read more... )

i have felt like shit the past week or two. im do ok during the day and then at night i get this feeling in my stomach that makes me want to die. maybe im pregnant again. long story, dont ask. this sick business pissed me off today, i did not feel like drinking and today is the only day the fucking let us drink here, fucking savages. well i ( Read more... )

i have some good news for a change! when i get home i will have a 4 day pass as soon as i get off the plane! this means i will be able to make my rounds to see everyone before i have to go back for 5 days. are you guys excited or what. you better be, because i could not take it if you were not. so ash thinks i forgot about florida. shit girl ( Read more... )

well, today by far was the most fucked up yet. the weather here is something. i think it makes the stupid people here fucking below corky from life goes on's level. that show fucking rocked and you all watched it. i bought the movie ghost world. its a pretty good movie. the guy with the mullet fucking the man i want to be in life. he says ( Read more... )

the past couple of days have been hard to deal with all together. the relief of not being punished, packing all this shit up to turn in to leave, and ash going through the worst. ash is you need someone to talk to tell me and i will call you whenever you want. i know how it feels, i was very close to my grandfather and we he passed i about killed ( Read more... )

i updated a little earlier today. so you all know i have been in a outstanding mood all day long. i will transfer unit when i return home and go back where i belong. the 76th SIB not the 38th DIV. once i do that i will have about 6-8 months time at home then i will be sent back over here, well not here to afgan where i volunteered to go. i ( Read more... )

this will be short but sweet. i went this morning to get my punishment with the general. i am on suspension, which means i dont get my punishment unless i get in trouble in a six month time frame. then i lose 1 rank and have to pay back all my money made from the time i got in trouble and they i lose 1/2 months pay for 2 months. so i think i ( Read more... )