So now its taken a turn...but is it for the better or the worse? The weight has shifted and things have begun to show themselves. I'm tired all the time and i can't get the pounding out of my head. Maybe tomorrow will change things

I think its happening again... Things are unfolding and all i can do is sit back and watch. If i do anything i get destroyed and if i just sit i lose everything. I'm at a crossroads. What can i do?

So think to the last time we spoke, the last time we sat next to each other and smiled. Its been a while huh? I miss people that i thought i would and people i hoped i wouldn't. Its madness but its life. I'm starting my second job this week...yes i said second job. I;m still at spencers and i'm starting at sbarro this week. I'm also taking 3 ( Read more... )

So it has been a while since yall last heard from me. I'm obviously still alive. I'm still working all the time at spencer's gifts. And school is going...somewhere. It's official, i'm living in ttown this summer. I'm doing a summmer semester and working. BUT I ONLY HAVE 1 MONTH LEFT LIVING WITH DANIEL!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm kinda excited. I miss all of ( Read more... )

My inability to sleep is killing me thanx to all who contributed ( Read more... )

Warped is coming to bham...yes i said it. well to be honest its still in the air but so far it is. so i'm excited. i can't wait for a break from school to go somewhere. i was going to go to texas to see vik, but i don't think its gonna work out. sad day. besides that everything else is still as shitty as it has been for the last 2 or 3 weeks. hope ( Read more... )

I can see her now ( Read more... )

So i think i found out where i'm going to live for the next couple of years. Depressing that I won't have a backyard or frontyard or room to move around. but anything is better than where i am now. I am absolutely fed up with a lot of things. And i'm making all the moves to remove them from my life. I know it wil hurt as much as it helps but it's ( Read more... )

It’s a silent murder ( Read more... )

So i don't expect the phone call but i do rest on low expectations ( Read more... )